HOPE

This couple months,almost a year for exact, this ultimate magnificient word named HOPE plays a big part in my diary called life.

We use this word for many times in our days. "HOPE you're fine sunshine", "keep HOPE-ing Bro", "Miracle does happen Sist (HOPE in another way of speaking)",and many more. We treat HOPE like a remedy,
a cure to remind people- or our self- that there's a light at the end of the tunnel, Help us to keep our mind focus that someday everything is going to be alright; Give strength to once again stand on our feet. HOPE is a a very strong bold word that keep us alive.

But when "the better time" is getting worse,the "everything's going to be alright" never come, the tunnel seems have no end, HOPE become a Garage sale word, an empty sceptic word. HOPE becomes the word of death.

Have a conversation with someone who is abandoned, who feels left behind,who's broken hearted, we'll find how HOPE starts losing it's power. An unanswered phone called,undelivered message,untold words,unreplied sms,broken relationship,tears, they makes us doubt whether what we have in mind is HOPE or a day dream. Makes us questioning,"am i doing the right thing?" "is this just my fool imagination?", "should i keep hanging on?"

HOPE never survive alone. it can't stand on self. When HOPE works by it self it'll become a destructive weapon. HOPE will shake your faith to the bone. HOPE will question your prayer.

HOPE needs ACCEPTANCE and FORGIVENESS as the balance wings. When things are not getting better and HOPE fails to keep people flying, ACCEPTANCE will catch the fallen. When HOPE left someone with broken heart, FORGIVENESS will hug him and heal the wounds. ACCEPTANCE and FORGIVENESS is a brake on 240 km/hours Ferrari.

This is when life is getting even harder. ACCEPTANCE and FORGIVENESS are expensive. They cost HOPE,our precious, that keeps us dreaming, keeps us smiling for what's going to happen next, Keeps our feet dancing to the rhytm of happy song.

ACCEPTANCE is like a wake up call to our sleep,a slap on the face to get us back to the earth, a judge who demands us to admit that life doesn't always run as the way we want to.

FORGIVENESS faces us with reality that maybe we are wrong. Force us to admit that we are hurt. Make us see the other side of our self and someone we care about. Make our eyes see that we or them is not as good as we thought.

But though they are mean,demanding, hard to please,the best part is yet to come. After ACCEPTANCE and FORGIVENESS fix the mess,they will grant us with the new HOPE to again keep us alive, again keep us singing, agai make our feet dancing. Just remember this time not to let HOPE fly alone. Make sure we have the wings of ACCEPTANCE and FORGIVENESS along with us.

help me working on this hardest part Lord....